the deeper magic

There’s this witch. A white witch, which doesn’t make the fact that she is a witch any better. She’s nasty, keeping the fair land of Narnia in winter, but never ever Christmas, which is just plain mean. Anyway, this one kid, Edmund, turns out to be a traitor against her, giving her power over him, according to the law of the land. So the White Witch declares: “That human creature is mine. His life is forfeit to me. His blood is my property.”

But then this big beautiful lion, this perfect creature, Aslan, gives his life in Edmund’s stead. And that act of pure love sparks something in motion that the simple law could never do. It brings life and freedom. It brings springtime to the land. It speaks of something else. Something better than the natural law, and here, after Aslan comes back to life, he explains it:

“…Though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back, into the stillness and the darkness before Time dawned, she would have read there a different incantation. She would have known that when a willing victim who has committed no treachery was killed in a traitor’s stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backward.”

I desperately love the idea of death, that natural progression to all things on this earth, working backward.

It’s sounds a lot like forgiveness to me. Like how when we’re hurt, we want to lash back out. It’s natural, it feels right. It’s our right as the injured one.

And love at that moment feels all kinds of wrong and backward.

But maybe, just maybe it’s the deeper magic. Maybe I can look further back than that which is obvious to all of us, to me.

Because I don’t think that love runs out. Ever. At least that is the kind of world I want to live in. The kind of world where the deeper magic is at work and springtime breaks through the seemingly never ending winter.

Yes, there is pain. Yes, we are wronged, unjustly attacked, and must grieve over our losses. And yes, it doesn’t look like that will change any time soon.

But I want to look beyond that and see the deeper magic. I want to discover a love that doesn’t run out. Which is so much easier to write than to live, but here’s to trying.

Here’s to trying.