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barbecue chicken.

Posted by jessica on Feb 5, 2012 with 12 Comments
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“It’s okay for you to move on…” my manager tells me the other day over breakfast. “And go on a date.”

The music stuff. That’s official. The advice on my love-life? Well, that’s a bonus.

And he’s not the only wonderful guy handing out advice to me lately.

“Are you working on any new songs, Jess?” my pop asks, nonchalantly.

“Yep.”

“Are they sad songs about heartache?” he says, still playing at nonchalance.

“Uh…I guess…kinda…”

“Well, you better find another guy to break your heart soon…I mean, that gives you quite a lot of material,” he says, laughing now. And I am, too, cause we joke about everything in my family. You have to. Otherwise you’d be crying too much, I think.

But I wouldn’t mind a guy who doesn’t break my heart, if it’s all the same to you. 

I visited Rosa’s today with some friends. Rosa’s is a wonderful little Italian restaurant around the corner from my parents’ house. It has the best barbecue chicken pizza I’ve ever had. I am a little obsessed with it. Seriously. My friend Christian gets a little frustrated with me about it, because, I have literally arrived back from Japan and he’s all, “Let’s get lunch! On me! I’ll take you anywhere you’d like to go–ANYWHERE.”

I’m all, “Great. Rosa’s, then,” without missing a beat.

And he sighs. Because I think he is expecting me to say something a little fancier or a little less around the corner from where he works. every. day (of the week), or a little–well, not Rosa’s.

But, anyway, I have gained a reputation there for my taste in their pizza. So much so, that they haven’t bothered learning my name. No need, because they have their own for me. Something I realized when I was singing at a bar and the guys from Rosa’s happened to be there, too. They were like, “Barbecue Chicken? We had no idea you could sing like that!”

I was all, Barbecue Chicken? I had no idea you called me that! 

Anyway, today I get a facebook message from Andre, who works at Rosa’s. It says: ‘Barbecue Chicken! Someone posted a video on my wall last week of a girl playing and rapping and singing on the subway–I thought it was great, but only just realized it was you, after you came into the shop today! Way to go, Barbecue Chicken!’

Oh man.

Barbecue Chicken.

I’m kind of honored.

And it could be worse.

My favorite pizza could be extra cheese.

I recorded today (and other stuff).

Posted by jessica on Jan 9, 2012 with 14 Comments
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I am exhausted.

But it’s  a great kind of exhausted, because it comes from doing a lot of this:

Which doesn’t look nearly as difficult as it is. Does anyone realize how hard it is to record an instrument that is not your forte? Recording a piano is much easier than recording a ukulele. For me, anyway. I imagine this is not the case with everyone. But, luckily, one can take many takes in a studio.

Favorite quote today…Wait, not yet.

Because, first, let me give you some context. My pop had just picked me up from the train station and taken me back home; my parents’ three HUGE (see how effective it is to actually make the word ‘huge,’ well, huge? I need you to know these are not small or even medium sized dogs, guys)–but their three alaskan malamutes were making me feel very welcome. By sniffing me and stuff. You know, what dogs do. So my pop says to me very seriously, “No matter how famous you might get, Jess, you will always come back home to a place where the dogs will sniff your crotch.”

Which keeps things in perspective. Keeping it real, as they say.

And something else that’s real is I need to record vocals tomorrow. And so sleeping is a very good idea.

Good night.

ain’t my friend.

Posted by jessica on Jan 6, 2012 with 33 Comments
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It’s late. I mean, even for my brother out in California, it’s late. Which means that in New York City? All the normal people are already sleeping. Which begs a question: what’s a normal person? ……… Right. That’s what I suspected. But! Today, I drank tea and spoke with friends about being pregnant. Well, more [...]

the week in pictures.

Posted by jessica on Dec 29, 2011 with 6 Comments
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And a few words, too, I guess. Today, I marveled at life. I’m feeling all whole and full inside lately. Buoyant, even. Like a little apple that continues to happily bob along in the water. It’s really good. Life is really good. And lately, I’ve been feeling it. “Nothing cataclysmically amazing has happened,” I told [...]

we can be…intense.

Posted by jessica on Nov 26, 2011 with 2 Comments
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I spent some time with a brother of mine tonight. It was really good. It’s easy to take it for granted when you’re little. Spending time together, I mean. But then you become what the world likes to call grown up. You don’t see each other with bed head nearly as often anymore. You don’t [...]

I wish you the world.

Posted by jessica on Nov 25, 2011 with 2 Comments
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So, this song. I wrote it for some dear friends in A Chorus Line. My life went through such an about face right when I got off tour, though, that I completely forgot about it for a while. Until I suddenly remembered. At least that it happened, I mean. “Remember that song I wrote for [...]

to love another person.

Posted by jessica on Oct 21, 2011 with 10 Comments
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“Sex and God,” my friend told me the other day. “If you think about it, every moving scenario is either about sex or God.” “But what about a story about a baby?” I asked. “People had to have sex to have that baby,” he answered. “And it’s a baby…so it was relatively recent.” “Everything we [...]

a portrait and a conversation.

Posted by jessica on Oct 16, 2011 with 19 Comments
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I get home pretty late these days. Usually so late that even the dogs are asleep by the time I get back. Which makes me sad. So tonight I woke Strider up. I brought him upstairs and told him I’d get him a treat. Then I put a party hat on him–well, on each of [...]

I love love.

Posted by jessica on Sep 28, 2011 with 3 Comments
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Lately, I have found myself amazed. By a lot, I guess. But mostly–by the human heart’s confounding ability to stretch and grow and fit within its confines yet another person. Because, see, I get excited about working, I do. I don’t mind depositing pay checks. Not one bit. And I love performing. All the aspects [...]

costumes and no gold stars. not yet, anyway.

Posted by jessica on Sep 22, 2011 with 5 Comments
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You know what’s interesting? An impromptu costume parade in which your costume is lingerie. And let’s just say you’re unimpressed; like, you read that, and you’re still all, YAWN, Jess. Okay, how about this: add to that equation a bunch of construction workers and a bright blue thong. Who’s bored now? Don’t worry, none of [...]