First page of the place archive.

a chapel in the woods.

Posted by jessica on Apr 7, 2010 with 13 Comments
in I Lift My Eyes Up, Thoughts and Feelings
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Today I went on a hike with a friend.

And it was startling, actually, where we ended up. Because we were in Wilmington, driving by strip malls and underneath electric lights, when suddenly we turned off a highway and found ourselves right by a river that was doing something right because the land all around it was verdant and seemed to be saying an awful lot about springtime and life and the color green in general.

We parked the car and started walking and I felt like I could look at my surroundings forever. And if not forever, than at least for an hour or two before I wondered if anyone had texted me and shoot! I left my phone back at my friend’s house, anyway.

Don’t worry, I did that on purpose.

Part of the whole proving a certain friend of mine that I am not obsessed with my iphone, after all.

But the grass, it wasn’t just your every day green. It was like when you take a photograph and put it into iphoto and, when editing it, click on enhance and suddenly you blink because everything just got so much brighter. And then this grass was dotted with little yellow flowers and my goodness, but you know me: they had me at yellow.

But that would have been enough, you know? All that vibrant color carpeting the ground, acting all modest, like it was just its job anyway. Except then my friend took me to a very special place. A place, that for her, is a sanctuary. A place where it’s possible to hear the whispers of hope and grace that seemed to have been drowned out by the world clamoring for our attention for a long time now–probably even before you started noticing how cute boys are, but man, that sure didn’t help with trying to hear that whisper, did it?

Because there, on top of this hill and hidden by trees that, as it turns out, are some of the oldest and best secret keepers around, stands this small and rustic chapel. It’s rugged and it’s lovely and nobody has ever thought about installing anything so offensive as florescent lights in it. There’s a large wooden door and the floor is made of red bricks and wide grey stones. Oh! And I love this part, because there are tall archways on either side of the chapel, but they are devoid of any glass at all. Rather, they let the air come in and out as it pleases, and today the most perfectly warm breeze kept moving around inside the chapel. It was moving my hair too, which I figured was its right since it has been coming in and out of the place for a long time, while I had only just arrived.

And at the back of the chapel was a little unassuming plaque, one that tells a nice little story every minute of every day. Something about how the chapel was built in gratitude to God for a beautiful life–one filled with family, unique friends, joy, and laughter.

And tonight when I was telling a friend about this magical place, I told him that I’d like to be that, too: A temple of gratitude. One who’s hair might change an awful lot, who gets lost if she’s going anywhere that doesn’t happen to be home or the gas station down the street from home, and who falls for a fishy phone call enough to get her heart beating harder than normal when a silly friend disguises his voice at 2 am in the morning, telling her to come down to the police station or be arrested, but it’s your choice, ma’am…

But I agree with that little plaque. The one about this life being beautiful and, for this, being grateful.

And I hope to be able to find that perfect chapel again. Maybe with my guitar in tow next time.

playing in brooklyn.

Posted by jessica on Mar 25, 2010 with 22 Comments
in Funny Stuff, Performance
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It’s four am and I need to sleep.

But not before I say this.

Shane and I played in Brooklyn tonight, at a nice  little place called The Cove. The stage was small and cute, made even better by the unicorn wearing a pink veil with whom we shared it.

At first we couldn’t find the place. We finally just parked next to something called The Sea. We figured that coves are generally located near seas, so we had to be close. Turns out we were right: they were right next door to each other.

Our songs are so fun to sing; I love doing it.

And I love when there are people in the crowd who good and listen, which seemed to happen tonight.

Two highlights, though:

We wrote our set list on the back of a receipt while driving to Brooklyn. I decided to stick my gum in the corner of that receipt-turned-set-list right before we started playing. Towards the end of the set, it mysteriously disappeared. Good thing we remembered the songs that we sing, I guess. When we were done singing, I stood up to leave the stage and my friend called out, “The set list–Jess, it’s…ON YOUR BUTT!!! And sure enough, it was. Stuck there like I was in fifth grade and the receipt had KICK ME written on it, instead of the titles of our songs. Stuck there in a way that reminded me I should never ever use our set list as a place to put my gum. And yes, everyone laughed. Rightfully so, I may add.

Oh, and Fudd, the sound guy. He went up to Shane after our gig, told him he liked our music and said that he would certainly look for the lady papers on myspace.

And with a name like that, I’m pretty sure it can’t be long before Kotex or Tampax are our sponsors.

Ingrid, live.

Posted by jessica on Mar 10, 2010 with 14 Comments
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So, Ingrid Michaelson. I have to say she was worth everything it took to go see her. Not that it was a lot on my part, per se. Especially when compared to the times you hear about people doing some street side vigils to get tickets. Or staying on the phone for hours. Or paying [...]

playing tokyo

Posted by jessica on Aug 29, 2009 with No Comments
in Performance, photography
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I think I drank my weight in water today. Two shows and a gig makes for one very tired and thirsty individual, I have realized. Add to that the emotional aspect of being so far from home and communication with loved ones feeling difficult at best, I think tired might be an understatement. But, I [...]

beaching

Posted by jessica on Jul 2, 2009 with No Comments
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It’s been a little while, I know. And I’m sorry. Part of it is because the place I am staying does not have one bit of wireless. But it seems a fair trade for the ocean as our backyard, I’d say. The other part is that I am at the beach with some of my [...]